Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I am to normal to be dead

So, I am alive and kicking!! I think famous people are doing the most dying right now. I herd that Oscar Mayer died yesterday. :(
I have a new addiction ....... Facebook
I have no real idea how to use it I just know that it has games. YICKS I play games and then I play more games oh and I throw in a few more games to mix it up. I hope to burn out soon so I can get back to my real life. I have not been very creative in weeks.
I noticed something this morning. I feel kinda cheesy putting this out there but what the hell right? I was watching the news and they showed a picture of Micheal Jackson's beautiful children. So, what I noticed was how much his oldest son reminded me of a Brando. I just happened to glance up at the TV and for a second I thought some Brando kid was standing with the family.
I know my shop on Etsy has been closed way to long I feel the pain of not having that little extra in the bank. But for some odd reason I just am not at all motivated. I keep telling myself I am going to get new pictures taken and list things but I kinda think I am going to wait a little longer. :(
Maybe you can tell from this post .... I am just not that into it right now. Etsy Blogging Twitter ..... none of it. I am not feeling social. Which brings up a point. My son has called me Agoraphobic for years. So the other day I was talking to my sister and I mentioned that Corey calls me that and she said he was right. She told me she has thought this for years. Well here is the thing. I leave my home daily. I do not think I am agoraphobic but now I am wondering if I do have some type of social anxiety.
OK well this seems to be enough blogging for now. I am going to try to get myself back on track over the next week or so. :)
Take Care!!!

7 comments:

Sara said...

Whew. You're alive.

I have social anxiety, too. Especially when it comes to phones. I answer my phone probably 1 out of every 10 times it rings. If it's important, they'll leave a message.

soulflower said...

sometimes home is just too comfortable!Its hard to do stuff if you suffer from laze...i know sometimes i have long ass bouts of it!

jinx1764 said...

I was wondering what happened to you, maybe some sort of dental tragedy? lol! Good to have you back.

Chrissy P. said...

I was just thinking of you yesterday!! I thought something horrible might have happened to you & it made me sad... I'm glad your back (somewhat). I've been working in Slow-Mo too the past couple weeks. AND I also have a fear of talking on the phone!! I hate it, I don't know why & it bugs me that I do, but whatever...

I am who I am... So are you!!

Janet said...

you are not agoraphobic, you leave your house. Clonazepam!!! ask your doc for some, it's for anxiety, I swear it saved me from killing my family and becoming house bound. I feel so much better. I still hate talking on the phone too, Chrissy P.

Jemjoop said...

Hey you, welcome back. I figured you were just busy with home stuff for the summer. It's too hot to be doing anything out there anyway.

There is a social disorder called Asperger's Syndrome where you avoid social situations because they make you uncomfortable. I'm pretty sure I have that. Not much of a small talker and parties are pretty scary.

Anyway, have fun with Facebook. You'll get your creative mojo back no doubt. A change is as good as a rest :O)

Tamar Hammer's Blog said...

I love your writing, it feels so natural and interesting to read.
To me it's seems like a pretty social quality.......